this is hilarious, i just randomly found this from like two years ago? wow, i was so little, like fifteen :o sounds so young now.
i was just thinking, oh im on the modd to rant and write and whatever, and i usually use tumblr but i have people i know on there and i hate when people ask you stufff when you didnt intend them to see it, awkward. this seemed like a better idea.
omg, im in one of those moods where you just want to have a long heart to heart discussion with someone, one of those deep meaningful conversations that goes on all night. and yet everyones asleep, and no one will reply or anything. how sucky. so i've resorted to my own company, though i am going to go to sleep soon, because i have to revise tomorrow and im tired. oh and i might go look at cars as well and persuade my dad to buy one, not really for me its more of a family car, but im going to be able to drive it, yayyy. and i'll be able to practice more which will be awesomee. but he seems so reluctant, i think he's scared to drive with me, which is unfair because im good at driving. honest.
im terrfied about my exams though, they actually count and i dont want to have to retake them, fml so much. and universties look at retakes now, so taht makes it even worse.
and then i dont know if i still like someone, that i thought i liked, but really im not sure if i even liked them. i think i just wated to like someone and picked him? but i kind of miss liking someone, i mean ofc it complicates things and it sucks if they dont like you but at least it adds something, makes life a bit more interesting. and i kind of just want someone there for me, someone to talk to and be with. i miss that.
and i miss sleep, so im going to get some.